Vachana 1019 — The Boast After the Vanishing of All Distinctions

Summary

Awareness becomes hidden within forgetting, and forgetting within awareness. Yet the claim, “I remain without distinction,” gives rise to boastfulness.

Brahman swallows Brahman, but another boast follows: “I myself am Parabrahman.”

The Shunya of the beginning is Shunya; the Shunya of the middle is Shunya; the Shunya of the end is Shunya. After all has become Shunya, who can know and describe the state that stands beyond?

Like a picture drawn by Bayalu that cannot know Bayalu, such is the state of Kudalasangama Deva’s Sharanas.

Imagery & Symbolic Relevance

Lingayoga

In Lingayoga, the subtlest obstruction may arise after obvious division has weakened. The practitioner may cease to claim ordinary possession yet retain the more refined claim, “I have reached non-division,” or “I am the highest reality.”

This vachana places that claimant under examination.

Awareness, remembrance, contemplation, and spiritual terminology may all serve practice. Their fulfilment does not lie in creating a more exalted identity for the practitioner.

The repeated hammu shows that realization cannot be converted into personal certification. The statement “I have reached” may restore the very division that the experience appeared to remove.

The image of Bayalu and its picture gives the practical measure. The practitioner remains within the field of Kudalasangama Deva and cannot stand outside it as an independent authority over the Sharana-state.

Lingayoga therefore matures as abidance without boast: no claim of knowing, no ownership of Shunya, and no separate speaker announcing identity with Parabrahman.

Editorial Commentary

Arivu means awareness, knowing, or understanding.

Marave means forgetting, oblivion, or the loss of what was known.

The opening lines place awareness within forgetting and forgetting within awareness. Neither is allowed to remain as a wholly independent opposite.

The phrase concerning terahu indicates a condition without separation, interval, or distinguishing division. The governing concern is the boast attached to the statement, “I remained without such distinction.”

Hammu means pride, boast, or self-exalting claim. Its repetition exposes the persistence of self-claim.

Brahmava nungi means Brahman swallowing Brahman. The image should be retained without converting it into an external doctrinal system.

The later boast is explicit: “I myself am Parabrahman.”

Adi, Madhya, and Antya mean beginning, middle, and end.

Each is joined to Shunya, and each Shunya is again declared Shunya. The source does not enumerate separate doctrinal categories for these three Shunyas.

Nilavu means state, standing, or abiding condition.

Bayalu means open expanse or openness. It should not be reduced merely to physical sky or to an abstract doctrine imported from outside the vachana.

The final grammar presents Bayalu as drawing or forming the picture. The picture cannot know the Bayalu from which it has appeared.

The closing line identifies this comparison directly with the state of Kudalasangama Deva’s Sharanas.

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